https://maiviedemonat.com maiviedemonat Fri, 24 May 2019 15:26:13 +0000 https://maiviedemonat.com en https://maiviedemonat.com/con-tact-M-A-I-V-I-E-D-E-M-O-N-A-T Tue, 27 Nov 2018 18:48:14 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/con-tact-M-A-I-V-I-E-D-E-M-O-N-A-T <img width="4500" height="2987" width_o="4500" height_o="2987" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/ccf97d3a2554ac17b3b0df7145df51a79ba4a88530a5ee824419736bbe380daf/selfmadehate_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29395148" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/ccf97d3a2554ac17b3b0df7145df51a79ba4a88530a5ee824419736bbe380daf/selfmadehate_maiviedemonat.jpg" />contact@maiviedemonat.com available for V I S U A L assignments &nbsp; B A C K G R O U N D&nbsp; dramaturgy (BA, Aarhus, Berlin) journalism (BA, Madrid) performance art (BA, Berlin) visual and media anthropology (MA, Berlin) photography (certificate NYC) nurse (life, mainly Berlin) <img width="3000" height="1993" width_o="3000" height_o="1993" 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data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/e9e85779f2d9bc912ab12c614227f986c392b275c0c9fda6af7687fbd7598712/whole_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29375674" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/750/i/e9e85779f2d9bc912ab12c614227f986c392b275c0c9fda6af7687fbd7598712/whole_maiviedemonat.jpg" /><img width="3000" height="1910" width_o="3000" height_o="1910" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/00e99094796abc7056dd4e91e34c327117485a73360edefa354ee76afa26ea4c/eli_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="51265875" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/00e99094796abc7056dd4e91e34c327117485a73360edefa354ee76afa26ea4c/eli_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="1024" height="1613" width_o="1024" height_o="1613" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/ec0e1f2b3df053e937a016495d2d30eb8843d88f2262e3d2fd0215cee061433e/bend_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29459874" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/ec0e1f2b3df053e937a016495d2d30eb8843d88f2262e3d2fd0215cee061433e/bend_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="3000" height="2000" width_o="3000" height_o="2000" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/c9994d0c565336694fc520dc12c226f98e47d78de3df4327d2a59b90b700cc6b/clown_face_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29510934" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/c9994d0c565336694fc520dc12c226f98e47d78de3df4327d2a59b90b700cc6b/clown_face_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> https://maiviedemonat.com/full_myself Thu, 18 Aug 2016 16:30:34 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/full_myself i do not create products. i leave behind traces as i move along exploring and experiencing the world around me and the world i have within me. i hope that my traces will make you aware and alert, creating a need to go and investigate on your own. i do not demand that you understand the world through my eyes, but i do demand you reevaluate the way you are accustomed to experiencing / our surroundings. my traces are about me and my exploration of eternal longing. they are about the fact that we can always be someone / somewhere else. they reflect dangerous dreams and visionary visions. they show suffocation and self-destruction as much as reconstruction and generating love through hate. did you know that the rainbow is only visible when we turn our back towards the sun? the pot of gold must in other words be found in darkness. through my visual work i invite you to go discover this; to get under the skin of yourself; to reevaluate the way we re / present life and are accustomed to create and consume it. <img width="750" height="501" width_o="750" height_o="501" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/281e782b8f06c9c9b04de756a5e1e568ae42197f574588928b1a4e730132904a/faceit_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="51266329" border="0" 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clear the life of a saint unpredictability all to the fact that he is dead i live on against my will great and selfish sacrifice my jazzy guilt <img width="1024" height="1499" width_o="1024" height_o="1499" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/33e3f6ea41ea150987d9c70676b08cb3303c1a72c739730fc320a951ac06e08b/nosight_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="43000408" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/33e3f6ea41ea150987d9c70676b08cb3303c1a72c739730fc320a951ac06e08b/nosight_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> the trap hole I slide my finger along the white table cloth. The rings from the whisky glass are getting darker. Spreading. Like the rings under my eyes. Spreading. I twist my wrist, a bad habit. ‘But who cares?’ I yell. My skinny voice absorbed by street noise blowing in from the open window. ‘Who cares? Life?’. I hate when the melancholic self-hate takes over, leaving me shivering but untouched. I twist my wrist again, close the window. ‘I don’t care. It is my life’. <img width="1024" height="1536" width_o="1024" height_o="1536" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/5257e87bfe28185fa9b2edfbdba8ae6414e451462613244f1d1b11ea5c118f55/leckmich_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="43000601" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/5257e87bfe28185fa9b2edfbdba8ae6414e451462613244f1d1b11ea5c118f55/leckmich_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="550" height="369" width_o="550" height_o="369" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="56245079" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/550/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="550" height="369" width_o="550" height_o="369" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="56245079" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/550/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="550" height="369" width_o="550" height_o="369" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="56245079" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/550/i/6da7c2dd4edc0f09ecddc2d0d2e4b015e89a565a0c2df567dda579db99d7936f/remission_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> i used to call men under a woman name i don’t recall sometimes we talked for hours sometimes they yelled the phone dead didn’t matter what we said soon forgotten i never called the same man twice <img width="4199" height="2788" width_o="4199" height_o="2788" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/1438cd4edb52d627ae936c9d7158b19e1915047c86d013cf64f66dae78482938/guld_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="43002589" border="0" 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data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/8cbd177a575350cc18e4bac197482168f76611341a014cc2ccc4dcbbefa57ee2/grab_me_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200060073" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/8cbd177a575350cc18e4bac197482168f76611341a014cc2ccc4dcbbefa57ee2/grab_me_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="2320" height="3575" width_o="2320" height_o="3575" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/faa73a6de2a07fbdf9228538bdd8c4612a8d36bad797b68cfe6f7fa21b44bcae/flow_harder_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200060084" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/faa73a6de2a07fbdf9228538bdd8c4612a8d36bad797b68cfe6f7fa21b44bcae/flow_harder_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="3649" height="5444" width_o="3649" height_o="5444" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/0a10f1d3539b8d76bf71fe6374194d8eedf9d77505636f30494fd8b53f76455c/hold_tight_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200060085" border="0" 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data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/1f0ff80718797df9b92eb4190e6f398753a54eb907ad550a6f33c902283bd9ac/burned_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200060129" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/1f0ff80718797df9b92eb4190e6f398753a54eb907ad550a6f33c902283bd9ac/burned_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="2081" height="2956" width_o="2081" height_o="2956" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/24b6e52e28f41a7340fc0591e324d416ceb69e4790f66231af53957fa3432e43/bliss_n_bite_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200060372" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/24b6e52e28f41a7340fc0591e324d416ceb69e4790f66231af53957fa3432e43/bliss_n_bite_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="3564" height="5288" width_o="3564" height_o="5288" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/07cdea0814bebec590a7452bae146cd9954b263010a3217983a97b88316412e4/jumo_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200063051" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/07cdea0814bebec590a7452bae146cd9954b263010a3217983a97b88316412e4/jumo_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="1944" height="2677" width_o="1944" height_o="2677" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/1de652290f3445fe9c8cd87530dbe1516033acc262d51d0651994a6bae547b54/holdinghands_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="200063104" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/1de652290f3445fe9c8cd87530dbe1516033acc262d51d0651994a6bae547b54/holdinghands_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> a day at the hospital&nbsp; the French scares me, rope in kitchen. the German makes me smile, calls me a whore.&nbsp; the Russian has friendly, positiv eyes, doped appearance, always ready for figth.&nbsp; the Arabian lies, smiles, push us away until he lays completely still. we are sorry but we had to. the young girl, what is her shadow ? hysteria ?&nbsp; she reminds me of Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet. there are lots of those here, Hamlet, Faust, Romeo, Magdalena. name it. there are looking for the drama to end. but we all keep writing their tales.&nbsp; <img width="4500" height="3000" width_o="4500" height_o="3000" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/3ecf969961200128068d8a16ddb3c21b8e5c371731682c883020d7e505cf99df/profile_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="43264502" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/3ecf969961200128068d8a16ddb3c21b8e5c371731682c883020d7e505cf99df/profile_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="3000" height="1998" width_o="3000" height_o="1998" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/f93c2f0ed3133aca24c7f4de392491ba1733d5df3f9c4b352603ed93fdda31b2/green_prison_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="51249895" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/f93c2f0ed3133aca24c7f4de392491ba1733d5df3f9c4b352603ed93fdda31b2/green_prison_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> she was so guillible&nbsp; she went and threw herself right into the arms of people who broke her she would she danger&nbsp; and instead of avoiding it like a person with sense she would walk behind its theth.&nbsp; THERE ARE MANY ADVANTAGES TO A BROKEN MIND <img width="2305" height="3390" width_o="2305" height_o="3390" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/ed4b5fda6822da2a7df19a155c9a9ec9755b4544c234beff9aaadc50f4bc02e3/hartsplit_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="163870107" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/ed4b5fda6822da2a7df19a155c9a9ec9755b4544c234beff9aaadc50f4bc02e3/hartsplit_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> and a washed brain&nbsp; <img width="2433" height="3575" width_o="2433" height_o="3575" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/575cb463ff65db483aa804c9c2dad50c3f052bb9b073024bbcea73d50001d364/washed_brained_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="163871016" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/575cb463ff65db483aa804c9c2dad50c3f052bb9b073024bbcea73d50001d364/washed_brained_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> ... <img width="3575" height="2433" width_o="3575" height_o="2433" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/9316b12d20dda42791beb21c7e10a622d27b1b442ebd91bd58b8fe1d7dc2be12/deal_dopped_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="163873216" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/9316b12d20dda42791beb21c7e10a622d27b1b442ebd91bd58b8fe1d7dc2be12/deal_dopped_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> C O M MIT<img width="2433" height="3575" width_o="2433" height_o="3575" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/85d7bda985494a3ec2b3930b61c2967c760de277943b725bb02cd2314d4d6953/commitment_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="163977116" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/85d7bda985494a3ec2b3930b61c2967c760de277943b725bb02cd2314d4d6953/commitment_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> M E N T I take myself in the streams of thoughts going nowhere but back the pain ahead, I see it’s sun shine, shine, shine throwing shadows on the path I walk I take myself in the stream of thoughts I take myself in the stream of thoughts it takes me longer than waves of love convince myself this time is different&nbsp; this time the skin will blossom blossom and blead&nbsp; I take myself in the streams of thoughts loosing the value of salty tears no taste, no tongue run away like sweat, numb on skin without a touch nothing is on my mind I take myself in the streams of thoughts I take myself in the streams of thoughts promise this will be the last trying to try the pain licks the back of my throat the taste of sorrow arrives I do so hope that one day you will take me on the streams of thoughts and make me mine. <img width="3649" height="5444" width_o="3649" height_o="5444" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/724b3076497e03d17225fb40a9ca23a35bc6ef021ca0a8f83846a31e7d7857f7/leftovers_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="163979569" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/724b3076497e03d17225fb40a9ca23a35bc6ef021ca0a8f83846a31e7d7857f7/leftovers_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="2433" height="3575" width_o="2433" height_o="3575" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/eec7713e0dad9f140f3b4d4e84ec90b055cb6010e200019bdaa98125e5d1111c/light_letsgo_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="164689834" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/eec7713e0dad9f140f3b4d4e84ec90b055cb6010e200019bdaa98125e5d1111c/light_letsgo_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> my archive consists of secret scares don’t worry there are invisible until we fall together I fall very selten with someonewhen we domy archive grows a ceaseless carousel a permanent pain <img width="2287" height="3498" width_o="2287" height_o="3498" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/f419abf3ed04c6bc8f4b73145b2b109d0a512863f1ddd21dedecec4343b26a3c/secret_scares_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="166005881" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/f419abf3ed04c6bc8f4b73145b2b109d0a512863f1ddd21dedecec4343b26a3c/secret_scares_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> https://maiviedemonat.com/t-rue-Fashion Wed, 28 Nov 2018 16:09:53 +0000 maiviedemonat 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data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/1c292299795596d1e589280f4b0712d10cc44b449e4161b02b3ec35b24859c70/moder_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29531397" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/550/i/1c292299795596d1e589280f4b0712d10cc44b449e4161b02b3ec35b24859c70/moder_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> <img width="3024" height="3779" width_o="3024" height_o="3779" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/087499d52b9c777ba0745bb096e56c39aca3c8786fe622c7089e8487456de455/IMG_1421.JPG" data-mid="43175776" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/087499d52b9c777ba0745bb096e56c39aca3c8786fe622c7089e8487456de455/IMG_1421.JPG" /> <img width="3986" height="2806" width_o="3986" height_o="2806" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/f1a7aac1b56867dacf9da09a3ce8279f9e85ad97e1f1292ba787b3a8acc47307/rauch_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="51267074" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/f1a7aac1b56867dacf9da09a3ce8279f9e85ad97e1f1292ba787b3a8acc47307/rauch_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> https://maiviedemonat.com/immerwieder Sat, 17 Feb 2018 19:20:19 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/immerwieder Dear / Liebe Sandy, <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/2fcb0225a8086312fdd00128ba3a7e6747038d8c5849b5242a29940c6f9f654e/IMG_7751.jpg" data-mid="30022630" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/2fcb0225a8086312fdd00128ba3a7e6747038d8c5849b5242a29940c6f9f654e/IMG_7751.jpg" /> 'immer wieder ' ('once again') I have now completed my visual 'reaction' to your beautiful soundscape &nbsp; I believe at first 'glance' you will be overwhelmed by its darkness, it is, it is dark but also it is not, there is a lot of hope, strength, fighting to it it is not an attempt to take life it is about deeply wanting life so much that you keep on living even though you find it painful unfair unnecessary my devotion to life to love is bigger than myself immerwieder_maiviedemonat_pecas from MaiVieDeMonat on Vimeo.I chose to use German I love the seriousness that the German language has to ityou can easier play with the different presencesI did my best with the english translation, see underneath 'I am going to sufferonce again for a certain among of timei have to suffer nowonce againits gonna hurt once againit will hurtonce againjust like thatit will be over once again' I considered adding this phrase in the end - see below - but I decided not to, it somehow 'reveals too much' for me personal - my present - my past - I will make another video to this phrase: 'when you loose someone, no matter how, you will always feel guilty' I will send you the video this afternoon / eve, fisnishing uploading ... takes time love you https://maiviedemonat.com/s-cream Thu, 29 Nov 2018 19:23:56 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/s-cream behind a scream <img width="1024" height="690" width_o="1024" height_o="690" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/bae6ea2d65017dec7e9d537f8325d971fe47c03caf86301dc4a6dd528ffc3ea5/rainbows_maividemonat.jpg" data-mid="29552730" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/bae6ea2d65017dec7e9d537f8325d971fe47c03caf86301dc4a6dd528ffc3ea5/rainbows_maividemonat.jpg" />is nothing https://maiviedemonat.com/whenyoufindme-1 Wed, 28 Nov 2018 16:45:31 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/whenyoufindme-1 whenyoufindme pecasmaiviedemonat from MaiVieDeMonat on Vimeo.<img width="1024" height="1546" width_o="1024" height_o="1546" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/4d7000fce8c36f64dd22dc7a5ccb29bfd330d4498f86f43dc99a73549e28628d/hiho_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="30020406" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/4d7000fce8c36f64dd22dc7a5ccb29bfd330d4498f86f43dc99a73549e28628d/hiho_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> https://maiviedemonat.com/en-C-L-O-S-E-D-_-stories-from-the-hallway Thu, 29 Nov 2018 15:52:38 +0000 maiviedemonat https://maiviedemonat.com/en-C-L-O-S-E-D-_-stories-from-the-hallway here I tell stories from the hallway&nbsp; the people I meet&nbsp; on the mental ward&nbsp; as a psychiatry nurse&nbsp; &nbsp;I don’t tell to reveal&nbsp; I tell&nbsp;in order to respect&nbsp;recapture lifes in a systemof dreams and despairreliant on help that’s not always healingacceptance that’s not always available I hope in my sharing&nbsp; stigmation will shiver &nbsp; &nbsp; enclosed shoes from MaiVieDeMonat on Vimeo. I INHABIT A SPACE BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND DEPRESSION. A BRILLIANT SPACE <img width="3069" height="4500" width_o="3069" height_o="4500" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/b952973acaa8c3213c734bb1de202725c7532dfb724703a909cfdfa69b74b17b/dots_sidebed_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="29535332" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/b952973acaa8c3213c734bb1de202725c7532dfb724703a909cfdfa69b74b17b/dots_sidebed_maiviedemonat.jpg" />N E U R O S I S&nbsp; my worth belongs to rules I learned that very young no structure, no sweets I wash my hands 13times feelings are dangerous derupture discipline parks me downstairs ‘mum, I promise, I do better next time’ I was my hands 16times life ist dangerous the older I get more freedom, more fragil stairs slippery I was my hands 36times &nbsp;I cover up the basement&nbsp;memorieswith 56 white napkins if one folds with flaw I do it all over please do not disturb ask me why I won’t remember I keep you on distance in order to survive feelings brings disorder please understand has nothing to do with you you are perfect I try hard to be perfect too I wash my hands 87times I’m nearly there I tell myself again and again one daythere will be no stairsno basementI just have to wash my handsone more time. <img width="2956" height="2190" width_o="2956" height_o="2190" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/43114cb0344acb2793ccb9c657f57c7b95c7193abdd24aaa9ba4226445525569/humble_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="184213652" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/43114cb0344acb2793ccb9c657f57c7b95c7193abdd24aaa9ba4226445525569/humble_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> 04.07.23 BACK IN SYRIAone hand hard against his ear shutted eyes no sight no fight no frequenz no fear that’s one way to survive &nbsp;the painful years&nbsp; of prison behind the painful years of pity ahead next to his cousin body marked up in blue ‘What did they do to him?’ I wonder while I introduce myself a split second he acknowledges my exsistence then the flashes take him back before I manage to continue back in Syria images of his wife and kids in prison too dead or worse imagnination is lead by negativity I can’t change that I want to touch his skin brush away the rings under his eyes the blood clots spread like grease tell him everything will be ‘ok’ security behind these walls it would be a lie escapism thought’s best friend I give him dry bread and water all he wants humble I look back as I leave the room I recognise a tiny crumble of trust landing on the plate I enter another story in the hallway ‘Why is the applejuice warm again?’ a patient pokes frustrated at me I try to be calm tolerant she’s in her story I whisper her story is valid too her dreams her nightmares my story is valid too my dreams my nightmares dark is dead behind the door plate shatters against the floor I remind myself when I dream dark I dream lighter humble. ADHD <img width="2848" height="4288" width_o="2848" height_o="4288" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/49770c1a39c1f7bafef771c4fb378e3ae74eed9a20e1dac1f5ada8e6dfff931f/dragonlight_maiviedemonat-2.jpg" data-mid="184334956" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/49770c1a39c1f7bafef771c4fb378e3ae74eed9a20e1dac1f5ada8e6dfff931f/dragonlight_maiviedemonat-2.jpg" /> DOPAMIN DROPS DEAD VERY FAST I SLIP IN IT’S TRACES HURT PEOPLE IN THE HUNT I MIGHT NOT LOOK YOU IN THE EYES BUT IT DOESN’T MEAN I DON’T LIKE WHAT I SEE I MIGHT FORGET WHAT YOU TELL ME BUT IT DOESN’T MEAN I DIDN’T HEAR THE WORDS LOUD I JUMP HIGH FALL DEEP IN RAPID REPETITION DOPAMIN DROPS DEAD VERY FAST THE STIMULATIONS ARE FEW TOO MANY PLEASE DON’T ASK ME TO SIT WHEN I SLEEP MY FOCUS IS INTENSE MY INVESTMENT FRAGILE I SEE IT AS AN INSULT WHEN YOU SAY A D H D ALL DUDES HAVE THE DIAGNOSE IT’S NOT INCLUSIVE SORRY I WILL HAVE TO STOP DOPAMIN DROPS I WILL REGRET TOMORROW IF I REMEMBER TODAY. psycho-somatic <img width="3313" height="2257" width_o="3313" height_o="2257" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/61f53d7ad4da6f141649af7929723534313601cd8f2f8d75af6e99aeeebabdd9/threesome_n_pain_maiviedemonat.jpg" data-mid="184336050" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/61f53d7ad4da6f141649af7929723534313601cd8f2f8d75af6e99aeeebabdd9/threesome_n_pain_maiviedemonat.jpg" /> my balance is it here or is it there do I make it realwhats between my head and heart nerves fueled by anxiety runs alone no trace of stability it hurtsbut it feels safe the power of pain <img width="4288" height="2848" width_o="4288" height_o="2848" data-src="https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/89ffaae3d3d12fd783686fd8c3e616553ce545fbad26aa2625778c58718ae3a1/_DSC0732-2.jpg" data-mid="184335842" border="0" src="https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/89ffaae3d3d12fd783686fd8c3e616553ce545fbad26aa2625778c58718ae3a1/_DSC0732-2.jpg" /> Lucid Jeg drømmer lucide drømme. Jeg drømmer vildt og springer dybt. Jeg stønner efter vejret og arbejder mod mine lungers kraft. Ingen skal bestemme over mig. Ingen. Jeg er fri i min egen strøm. Bundet på hænder og på fødder. Bevæger jeg mig derhen, hvor jeg vil. Lige der. Netop lige der. Jeg er fri. Jeg smiler bredt og springer endnu en gang. Hopper hen mod kanten med samlede ben og lukkede arme. Springer. Springer endnu en gang. Hvem samler mig op? Ingen. Der findes ingen med en sådan kraft. Jeg kæmper mod tyngdekraften. Bliver blå på albuer og knæ. Det pynter på min blege krop. Blåt på hvidt. Hvidt på blåt. Står jeg dér igen og kigger ned. Tremor over hele kroppen. Synet. Synet af frihed. Jeg ånder dybt. Venter ikke på brystkassens svar. Jeg springer atter en gang lige i favnen på det, der venter. Overraskelsen. Ingen ved, hvad det næste er. Hvem der kommer, hvem der bliver, hvem der går. Frihed. Jeg lander hårdt denne gang. Forkert vinkel. Det bliver ordentligt blåt. Næsten sort. Jeg ler stille for mig selv. Er dét det folk kalder skræk? Har jeg formået at forskrække mig selv? Jeg kaster mig hurtigere op, end jeg nogensinde har gjort. Ignorere let smerten bag sternum. Rebet om skindebenene krasser rødt. Det gør intet. Snart er jeg fri igen. Jeg kaster mig en sidste gang. &nbsp;